She gave him her heart
And he tore it apart
Told her she was nothing
To him anymore
They use to be close
And she loved him so much
But he found someone else
And walked away from her
She slid a razor blade across her skin
She needed to feel something
Even if it was just pain
She had grown numb
Numb to everything
She stands at the back of the crowd.
She watches as the world goes round.
She’s falling even further away but she smiles through the pain
Through the hurt and the sadness that follows her around
She talks to her friends but hides the truth from them
She always ask if there Happy today
If there’s anything she can do to make them smile or make them laugh.
And all of the time
She’s broken inside but she smiles
She doesn’t tell anyone how she’s feeling.
She hides in the shadows when she needs to cry.
She doesn’t want anyone to see her as she slowly Dies.
She’s tired of fighting all the pain.
Her heart is beating slowly.
She’s ready to go away
She’s nothing left to give.
The hate is clouding her vision.
She can barely stand on her own.
She has been broken time and time again
She is fighting for control
She is ready to let go
She can’t keep locking it all inside
It’s tearing her apart
But…
She refuses to lie down and die.
She’ll never let you see her cry.
She is strong, she is brave, she is loved
She is me.
I’ll always have a shoulder to cry on
Even if it’s just my own.
I’ll always have someone to talk to
Even if it’s just to myself.
I’ll always have a friend to walk with
Even if it’s just my shadow on the ground.
I’ll always have a hand to hold
Even if it’s just my own.
I’ll always have myself
Even if I just end up alone.
She is struggling to hold on
She is hurting more then they will ever know
She is crying on the inside
But smiling on the outside
She is fighting the negative voices
She knows if they win
She will cease to breathe
She screams and she bleeds
She wishes they could see
Who she really is
She stands in the dark
As she stitches up her broken heart
Tour kicks off march 7th!!! @gonebydaylight @flagshipromance
Anonymous asked: Got any crushes or interests?
Not really. I have decided to work on myself before even thinking about finding someone.
Spending the coldest night of the year singing a song you’ll be listening to on the warmest nights this summer.
I am the girl in the ashes that watches the world go by
But refuses to lie down and cry
I am the girl in the ashes that won’t be beaten
By all of your lies
I am the girl in the ashes who is more than
will ever meet your eye
I am the girl in the ashes who is
Stronger then you think
I am the girl in the ashes with
So much more than the pain in my eyes
I am the girl in the ashes who will
Rise up from the ashes no matter what you say
Yes I used a line from their song. But for you to know which one it is you will have to listen to Phoenix by Verde.
